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	2009.04.02  21.20 Hectic week. Presentation on Monday. 20 Finance questions due Tuesday. And then the hell starts. Three tests: Business Information Systems, Business Ethics, and Music Industry tests on Wednesday. The night before provided no sleep. Thursday, Finance test and presentation. The night before provided an hour of sleep. Tomorrow (Friday) Animal/Agricultural Science and Marketing tests. Wooo. Oh, and then next week I have a project due in Finance and another test in Finance. Loving it. I'm basically fed up with the fact that my Animal Science professor is teaching her General Education class as if it were a majors class. Sucky. It sucks that I can't decide which test to study for more/which class is harder, Marketing (in which I'm majoring in) or Agricultural Science (in which I have no want or need for in my future career)... I can't wait for at least this week to be over. Mood: tired

	2008.11.21  17.52 I can't wait for the sand between my toes, and the miles and miles of nothing but beach. I need away from this place. I don't need anymore hurt, I don't need anymore deception, and I don't need anymore of this. Everything is so fucked up and I can't stand it anymore. I don't need all of this stress. I just want to be in a peaceful place, so none of these stresses will enter my mind. Music: Blue Foundation Eyes on Fire

	2008.10.24  10.26 It disgusts me how easily others can betray you. Or even just toy with another's emotions like it means nothing. Sometimes, this world makes me sick. Music: Third Eye Blind The Background

	2008.08.20  23.54 Sigh. My brothers and I are close, but this summer... Brian and I have become really close. My brother leaves tomorrow morning at 6:00AM for Ole Miss. My parents said I couldn't come, because it would be easier for me to say goodbye here, or I don't really know... but I can't come, because I'd be too hysterical while we were moving him in. I just said goodbye to him and I really can't stop crying. Ugh... why does Mississippi have to be so far away from Georgia!!!! This blows.

	2008.07.03  19.13 I'm boring. Music: Eisley Go Away

	2008.06.19  01.29 I hope this isn't the calm before the storm, because if it is... I don't want to see the storm. Music: Manchester Orchestra Sleeper 1972

	2008.06.06  17.54 I swear... if it's for a high school girl... I don't know what I'll do, but it won't be good.

	2008.05.27  14.07 Well, I guess I don't have to worry anymore, not that that is any consolation to how I feel right now.

	2008.05.27  01.12 Why am I a worrier? I feel like this could be heading towards something that could only turn out bad, and I really hope for something differently. Music: Damien Rice Cannonball

	2008.05.13  22.48 I'm fucking sick and tired of being everybody's pushover friend. I thought that this summer would not be filled with drama, because I don't have any friends at home, but I've already experienced my share of drama in the past ten minutes. I'm sorry you have to guilt trip me into hanging out with you. I would not be happy about the fact that I have to guilt trip people to hang out with me. And if you really want to hang out with me... you wouldn't ask me to come hang out with you at 11:00 PM when you live an hour away. I'm sorry that I opposed hanging out with you? Music: Shawn Mullins

	2008.04.29  23.31 So I've been really proud of myself lately. I'm doing great in all of my classes, with the exception of Pre-Calculus, due to the fact that I have the devil as a professor. Anyway... I have the following grades as of now: I have an A in Personal Fitness and Accounting (which is really odd, because that shouldn't happen). And I have a B in Film, Theater Appreciation, and Economics II (which might possibly be an A, I'm not sure). And I have a D+ in Tapia's class, but I've figured out, that if I at least get a 75.5 on the final, then I can pass the class with a C-. And if you knew what my last semester grades were, this is phenomenal. Anyway, I've been doing well. I'm a little upset, just because the end of the semester is coming, which means I have to go back home... to basically, no friends. And I'm going to be working constantly. I've had things on my mind lately, and I don't know how to deal with them. I want school to be over for certain obvious reasons and for some that aren't as obvious, but I don't want it to be over, because of many reasons. I just really need someone to help me with the things going on in my mind. It sounds lame, but there's a lot of those things going on and blah. I don't know. Music: Ben Kweller Sundress

	2008.03.27  00.18 Hey you guys! Spring Break was fun. My birthday was great. Thanks to all of you who gave me birthday wishes, it means a lot! Casey got me a Nintendo DS Lite. And it has been decided that we are officially the nerdiest couple seen by Erin and Kelly. It's whatever, I think we're cute, haha. 1. What time did you get up this morning? 9:15. 2. Diamonds or pearls? Pearls... I think? 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Oh man... Definitely, Maybe. 4. What is your favorite TV show? The Office. 5. What do you usually have for breakfast? Depending upon the time I wake up, it ranges from a bowl of cereal to a bagel to fruit to nothing, haha. 6. What's your favorite alcoholic drink? Who knows? 7. What is your middle name? Paige. 8. What food do you dislike? CUCUMBERS are the devil. 9. What is your favorite CD at the moment? I'm really into the new Hush Sound and Coldplay right now. 10. What kind of car do you drive? An Amigo. 11. Favorite sandwich? I'm loving bologna at the moment... with some pepperjack cheese. 12. What characteristic do you despise? I hate baby talk from Katie, haha. Um, I don't like liars. And I hate it when someone always has to be right. 13. Favorite item of clothing? I have absolutely no idea. Uhh... I'm not sure. 14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Australia. 15. What color is your bathroom? It's like... taupe, hahaha. I don't know... beige. Off white? 16. Favorite brand of clothing? I buy what I like from wherever. 17. Where would you retire to? I'm not that old, so I have no idea at the time. 18. What was your most recent memorable birthday? This year was pretty cool. I was at the beach for my birthday. 19. Favorite sport to watch? Basketball... no, football. I like them all. 22. Person you expect to send it back first? Send what back? 24. When is your birthday? March 18th. 25. Are you a morning person or a night person? NIGHT. 26. What is your shoe size? It ranges from a 7 to an 8 1/2. 27. Pets? I want a puppy. 28. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with us? Hmmm... nothing that I can think of. 29. What did you want to be when you were little? A rockstar. 30. How are you today? Today was good. The room lottery was stressful. 31. What is your favorite candy? I honestly have no idea. 32. What is your favorite flower? I love daisy's and sunflowers. But daisy's more. 33. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to? I guess Friday, because it's my hair appointment. 34. What church do you attend? Northbrooke Methodist Church. 33. What is your full name? Caitlin Paige McCarthy. 34. What are you listening to right now? The Hush Sound. 35. What was the last thing you ate? Ramen Noodles. 36. Do you wish on stars? Yes. 37. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? YELLOW. ME TOO, NOEMI! 38. How is the weather right now? It's kinda cold. But I'm always cold, so it's probably a normal Georgia night. 39. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Casey and I just said goodnight to each other. 41. Favorite soft drink? I don't drink sodas. 42. Favorite restaurant? I don't have one. I'm a very non-picky person. 43. Hair color? Blondish... brownish. 44. Siblings? 2. 45. Favorite day of the year? Christmas, I suppose. 46. What was your favorite toy as a child? My Barbie jeep. 47. Summer or winter? I prefer Spring or Fall. 48. Hugs or kisses? Both. 49. Chocolate or Vanilla? CHOCOLATE. 50. When was the last time you cried? About 2 days ago. Casey and I had a heart to heart, haha. 51. What is under your bed? Books, cd cases, guitar case. 52. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Noemi and Vickie. 53. What did you do last night? Went over to Casey's brothers house and played pool and watched Florida win some basketball. Then went back to Casey's and we just hung out. 54. Favorite smell? Vanilla. 55. What are you afraid of? Needles. 56. Plain, buttered, or salted Popcorn? Kettle Corn please. 57. How many keys on your key ring? Five. 58. How many years at your current job? I don't have one right now, unless you count Hembree, in which case, has been... four, almost five years. 59. Favorite day of the week? Thursday or Friday. 60. How many towns have you lived in? Three. 61. Do you make friends easily? I make acquaintances easily... and I make friends too, but I have al the friends I need. Music: Owen That Which Wasn't Said

	2008.03.11  00.03 Update: Casey is on Spring Break until Saturday morning. The girls and I are leaving to go to Destin (which is where Casey resides as of now) for our Spring Break on Friday. I'm staying with him Friday night and hanging out with him Saturday morning. Then he's leaving. We're all staying in Destin. Then Monday, March 17th is St. Patrick's Day, in which case my roommates will get completely obliterated (haha). March 17th is also Casey and my four month anniversary. March 18th, my birthday, in which case we're all having a romantic candlelit dinner on the beach, haha. March 19th, Kelly and I are leaving to go to Orlando to stay with Cory, Cory, and Aaron. We may go to Universal Studios or Disney World. I don't know. Then that Saturday we're leaving to go back to Rome. A trip filled with fun, old faces, and gas money$. This Spring Break will be approximately 21 hours of driving time for me. That's definitely no fun. But it's alright, especially if I get to see Casey, Cory, Cory, Aaron, and Rachel. I'm so excited. That's about it for right now. Music: Radiohead House of Cards

	2008.02.20  14.21 This makes me so angry. Casey gave me chocolates for Valentine's Day, right? Well, I had the first one this morning, meaning that I only ate one. Well, I came back from Pre-Calculus and four more are missing. What the fuck possesses you to steal someone's chocolates that their boyfriend gave them? I just don't understand. Ask me. It's really not that hard, I would have given you some, JUST ASK ME. Stop stealing, and using my shit without my approval though. It's really pissing me off. I just don't understand. They're my Valentine's present from Casey, leave it alone.

	2008.02.07  10.03 Vickie, that was mean. I was all caught up!

	2008.02.01  14.02 As lame as it sounds, Pre-Calculus was becoming my favorite class. I guess it was because I went to it almost everyday, so there was no room for me to forget any information or something. Well, I began to realize this on this very morning, while walking to my Pre-Calculus class. At the end of class, it definitely became my least favorite. She gave us back our homework, and EVERYONE, and I am not exaggerating when I say everyone, but EVERYONE received lower than a six on their homework. You may be asking yourself what this is out of, no... it is not out of one hundred points, it's out of six, but still. I got four points. Like, what the frick? That makes no sense. I knew that the last question that I was supposed to answer, was not complete, because I wasn't too sure of how to do it. So I knew that was where I lost some points. But I looked at everything, and I got every single question wrong, despite the fact that all of the answers were right, I did not write out 4+5=9 on the side, to show every single bit of my work. I even have to write sentences at the end of every question describing what I had done in the problem. Well, she didn't express how she wanted the homework done. So everyone failed it. Shouldn't that be a sign that she either shouldn't count this one, or count the next one as double or something? I don't know. That's my rant. Casey and I are great. =] My iPod won't upload any music on to it. And I cannot figure out why. It's beginning to bug me more than a little. I guess this was mostly a rant post. Music: Copeland By My Side

	2008.01.17  13.28 GAH! Kill me now. Schedule consists of Accounting, Economics II, and Pre-Calculus. Yeah, I'll be bringing my GPA up dad... psych! Sigh. This semester may honestly be the death of me... or maybe just the end of me attending Berry. I don't know, I guess we'll see how it all pans out. Tomorrow is Casey and my two month anniversary. Those are the updates, I suppose. Music: Kate Nash Foundations

	2007.12.26  22.09 !!! This is Casey. He makes me happy. Music: Mae Just Let Go

	2007.12.03  19.04 Dear Lord! I'm sick right now, due to the fact that I pulled an all-nighter, and haven't been getting more than a couple, if that, hours of sleep every night in the past two weeks. Well, Casey bought me tickets to the Angels and Airwaves show, which is tomorrow. I have been so excited and I have been looking forward to this since he got them for me (which has been about two weeks). Anyway, he got these tickets for me before I even knew about the following. I have a research paper due the day after the show, which I started about an hour ago, so that I could get it done and not have to worry about it tomorrow night and pull an all-nighter. Well, I was just looking at my calendar, and apparently I have an Accounting test tomorrow as well. BALLS. Like no joke, I CANNOT pull another all-nighter. I know this is my fault, but dammit Berry College, give me a break. Music: Third Eye Blind God of Wine

	2007.11.09  19.47 Well, things lately, have been interesting, to say the least. I got the job at PacSun, which is awesome. I enjoy working there, even though I've only worked once for two hours, but I loved it. I don't know if it's the ecitement of having a new job or what, but I enjoy it. I actually can't wait to work on Tuesday!!! Well, Casey is the sales manager at PacSun, and I've been talking to him a lot lately. Tuesday, he messaged me on Facebook and told me that I should call him. Soo, I called him at around 12:00AM, expecting to be on the phone for, at the most, thirty minutes. Well, 4:00AM rolls around, and I'm still sitting outside talking to him, and having a ball. And yesterday, he told me that I should go visit him at work. So I did. And to make the story short, Barrie (one of my other managers) made it quite apparent that Casey likes me. Well, management and employees aren't even supposed to hang out, outside of work. Well, Barrie and Casey invited me back to Casey's house last night... and Casey drove me. We ended up staying up until around 4:00AM again, and I stayed the night. Well, last night was interesting and unexpected... we ended up making out and cuddling, hahaha. Ummm, yeeeeah. But my friend, Heather Faye, went into PacSun and talked to him, and he was like... "I like Caitlin A LOT." So maybe this could be good? I'm not sure. What's your input? Music: I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business Whispering

	2007.11.05  22.30 Cory, Aaron, and Brendon leave in 7 days. No bueno. I'm really going to miss them. Cory the most, but I still have love for Aaron, a lot of love. And I can't wait until I get to go down there to visit!!! Music: A Day To Remember Monument

	2007.10.25  00.24 I accumulated an hour of sleep last night... and I'll probably do the same tonight. This is no good, I want sleep sooooo badly right now. No joke. I need to study.

	2007.10.23  22.30 I'm so freaking stressed out right now. I have never felt the feeling of giving up more than I have now. I can't begin to explain how alone I feel at the moment too. Everything in my world is just crumbling right now. - I have a test tomorrow that I haven't even begun to look at the material for. - I have a test in Accounting the next day which I've been studying for for the past couple days, yet still feel like I have no idea what's going on. - I have an English assignment due tomorrow. - I just failed a timed Accounting quiz, because my computer froze for the last ten minutes of the quiz. - I'm lacking in sleep. - I can't find a job. - I'm quickly running low on money. - Cory Teefy is moving to Florida in less than a month. All I want in life right now... is to pass Accounting. And I really wish Cory wasn't moving to Florida. I'm really torn up about these and I can't seem to pull myself together. I'm breaking down right now, and I'm not even close to joking. Music: Third Eye Blind The Background

	2007.10.20  00.43 So, it's decided... I do not like my Accounting professor. Yes, she tries to help me with the class, but she does it in a degrading way. Something to the effect of "I can't believe you don't understand this, it's so simple... you're freakin' retarded." It's kinda in a way like that... if you see what I'm saying? Also, I've decided that all my professors are plotting against me in the test area. All my tests are always in the same week. It's actually enjoyable, except I was joking... it's not enjoyable at all. Balls. Music: Foo Fighters The Pretender

	2007.10.09  10.05 This is going to be a long post, not that anyone really reads my posts, but whatev. ( Thug nasty: Mountain Day Edition ) Now for Saturday night, hahaha. Well, Saturday night was Marthapalooza, which is where Berry hosts a carnival/fair type thing. They rent out a couple amusement park-type rides, and we get in for free. They show t.v. shows or movies on this giant blow-up screen. And you can camp out and have fun. They also got Mr. Belding from Saved By the Bell to come take pictuers and sign autographs, but for $5, so I wasn't into that, hahaha. Anyway, Cory Teefy, Cor Blair, Brendan, and Aaron were coming up that night, and they were going to get their drink on. And needless to say, they definitely did that... and more. Then Chris called me to hang out, and him and Ryan came up. Sooo, we had six other people staying on our townhouse that night... but two of our roommates weren't there, so we couldn't use their rooms to harbor these kids. Anyway, these kids got completely trashed. Apparently Brendan was a little obsessed with me, and my features, hahaha. He held my hand throughout most of the night, and had his arm around me, hahaha. We were outside at one point and he was staring at me, and he said, "Oh, sorry... but you have great boobs." HAHAHAHA! Then he came over towards me and started putting his arm around me, and tried to nonchalantly grab my breast, which wasn't nonchalant at all. Then Cory Teefy began to feel a little sick, so he went up to my room and passed out on the futon. After that, Brendan was just constantly hitting on me and stuff. We sat on the couch (Brendan on the end, Kelly in the middle, and me on the other end) and Brendan actually asked Kelly if she would switch seats with me, hahaha. Thankfully she was like, no... no, I won't. But she gave in, and I had to sit next to him. Finally, Chris passed out in Erin's bed. Cory Teefy was passed out on my futon. Brendan passed out on the couch, and I moved him to my bed, so that Ryan could sleep on the couch. So... a group effort (Caitlin, Kelly, and I) was used to move Brendan to the side of the bed, and let me have some room to go to sleep. And Cory Blair and Caitlin got in her bed. I couldn't get to sleep, because Cory Blair and Caitlin were making out. I thought about telling them I was awake, but then I kept hearing things like, "WRONG HOLE!" or "Stop... Cory Blair, stop... stop it" *SLAP*, hahaha. It was hilarious. So I was sitting there laughing, and kinda talking to Brendan when he would awake in intervals. Brendan decided it would be a great idea to tell me how pretty and "sexy" I was while we were lying there. And then he put his arm around me and moved his hand under my shirt and tried to grab my boob, and I moved his hand away. Then he moved his hand down towards my shorts, and tried to literally get in my pants. So I said, "Um, I have to use the restroom." Later on, Cory Blair, Cory Teefy, and Brendan went outside to smoke (this was at like 9:30 AM), and Cory Teefy came back in and asked the other Caitlin if he could sleep in the bed with her, because the futon hurt his back. So he jumped in bed with her, I got up to use the restroom and when I got back in my room, Cory Teefy took my bed. So I got on the futon. Brendan came in and joined me on the futon and took my arm and put it around him. He was rubbing my arm, because he thought I was cold, and moved my hand underneath his shirt, and down towards his pants. I pretended like I was asleep, because he wanted me to do the rest. Then he turned around to look me in the face, and whispered my name. Still pretending that I am asleep. He whispered my name again, pretending to be asleep. Then he poked me, and he was like, "You fell asleep?" I was telling him that I was tired and stuff. Then he looked at my hand, looked and me, looked at his crotch, looked at me, looked at his crotch, looked at me, and then looked at his crotch. And I was like... oh... no. That was my eventful day/night/morning. Good day. Music: Fort Minor Where'd You Go